Thursday, 25 July 2019

Before I even knew your Name - A Part of my Flesh.

July 25, 2019 1

It was a really long time, I did not post anything here. I was so busy reading those educational books and doing Math. Because I stumbled upon a post saying that, baby inherits an intelligence from their mother, not their father. The article speaks science, as a mother- to-be who has no experience getting pregnant, I believed them. lol. Technically, because women bring two X chromosomes, and these genetics will determine baby's intelligence & how good is the IQ. I was not sure if I am late, but, I am trying my best to make myself clever, training my brain to do math & forcing my mind to read books. So, that baby can benefit from it. #pyschomom . But baby, see mommy is working hard to make you clever. 

Talking about my pregnancy journey, I just went to meet my doctor and nurse that handled me, all is well, except that my MGTT result, turns that I am hypo. haha. 3.7 post prandial reading, and I am free from GDM. Alhamdullilah. Now, have to say Alhamdulillah instead of Thanks God! because you know, baby is capturing mother's behavior. Cannot talk bad things and lesser gossip. Especially in the office with aunty Grace & aunty Roshini, oh I forgot, aunty Naba - the rich indonesian girl, your mom met when you were 6 weeks in the tummy.   Many negative behavior should be avoided during this period. HAHA. Again, anything for you baby.

I have passed my first trimester and in a week , I will be entering my third trimester. Second trimester is indeed a honeymoon phase and the most energetic phase in my pregnancy journey. Imagine, I was travelling back and forth from KUL to TWU (and transit at KK also) for 3 days straight. During the night, I was in KL, and the day, I was in TWU. It was really exhausting, but I did not feel anything. In fact, I  did not want to sleep, because I have so much energy to do something. I enjoyed cleaning house, doing chores, and magical moment, during this second trimester, most of the time, I cook. I brought lunch box to office - I discovered my talent of making a good food #proudwife #proudmom.
Not forgotten, my unstable hormone, and as Grace said :

"In the morning, you will see her smiling and laughing, wait until 1pm, you will see another version of her" 

HAHA. I feel like Grace is the angel in the office.

There's so much things to talk about this pregnancy journey, and thousand blog posts are not enough to cover it. One thing for sure, I can't wait to see and to meet this  part of my flesh. I enjoyed the moment I felt him/her kicking. I always know, the regular time of my baby's kicking, early morning, before I went to bed and at 3-4pm , or maybe, most of the time? haha

"You are the unborn child deep inside of me,
Like a tiny seed that turns into a tree.
You are the child made out of love,
With a help from the God,
In a few months I will give birth to a girl or a boy,
And share with my family this wonderful joy" 

The bond is really special. 
I remember Swapnil told me. 

Yesterday , you were engaged, today , you get married, tomorrow, you go honeymoon, and the next day you get a baby. 

I literally laughing. 

26 January 2019, is my wedding day. 
and, the first day of my period. 

and who knows, it was also the last time I am free from period for another 9 months. 


Sunday, 14 July 2019

Tuesday, 4 June 2019

The Emotional Pregnant Masfara

June 04, 2019 0
Guys, do you know that  I am pregnant. I better write another post for that pregnancy moment, but let's settle with this first.

hmm.. I don't really like being massaged, but the moment I knew I am pregnant, my body needs the attention.

"Baby...quick come... Please massage me, on my legs, oh calf, okay, now on my toes, now on my back" 

"Bae... faster come.. I can't sleep, can you please massage me again, don't stop till I told you to stop" 

It was really a nice feeling.. I was super exhausted ..and

The moment I woke up, it is already 3am-ish. I don't know when he stopped massaging me. I remember it was 9 pm ish.

I swear. I felt like a bad wife. Well, I knew I am an attention -seeker to him. But, I never asked him to do this "hard labour" things on me like this.

It was 3 AM. 

I was teary looking at his face - Oh.. the husband of mine.

I was stroking his head and he woke up... I cried.

And I scolded him.

" I did not force you to massage me, you see before I knew I am pregnant, I never asked you to massage me.. don't ever blame me if I keep on asking you to massage me. It's your responsibility as a husband" 

His eyes were wide opened - CONFUSED . I can tell from his face -don't-tell-me-my-wife-become-a-mad-person. It was 3 am ish guys. I forgave him for that confusion.

He looked at me and taking me back to sleep. Hugged me.

I stopped crying.

It's  7.30 am.


We are late.


"Baby, I did not you wake you up at 3am for nothing, our baby suddenly wakes up that time, so I woke up, and we woke you up"


Monday, 20 May 2019

The husband who loves to cook

May 20, 2019 0
What a long hiatus, really.

I don't know how to fit blogging into my current life now. It was pretty hectic. But, I manage to find some time to write today, after laziness episode subsides.

I am sorry to keep you guys repeating on reading the same exact posts for the past few months.
Here is a little update. I am happily married with Aily, and Allah has blessed us by giving us a gift from heaven, and I can't wait for the baby M to see the world and say Hello to my new chapter of life!

Since today is a Wesak Day, I wish everyone a happy Wesak to those who are celebrating , and obviously it's a public holiday.  Since, I am not used to a long weekend now, today I caught myself browsing to some of my works, and doing some tasks!

I forgot to tell you guys, we have our own office at home. It's a complete office with basic necessities , and this is where Aily and I always lepak together.

Last night, he planned to sleep a little later than me as he needs to settle few of his works, but before that, we had a pillow talk, talking about this and that, and suddenly he requested me to do one of his tasks - to do a POWERPOINT SLIDE for his presentation on tomorrow, because he is quite pack with a lot of things to do! . Basically he said , just asking if I can get help from my wife :/ . Haha, and end up he slept early.

That tomorrow, which is today. I  start my day by doing my office work, and in the afternoon doing his presentation slide.

The fun thing is, he felt bad that I am doing his job - So, in order to compensate my effort, he actually go to the kitchen and cook! haha

Aily's today's Specials: 

1) Ayam Masak Kurma
2) Spinah with Oyster Sauce
3) Fried Fish 
4) Curry puffs
5) White Rice
6) Fried Prawns - I planned to cook buttered prawn
7) Corn Soup with Crab Fillets

During afternoon, I actually fried the prawn, as I was asking him what does he wants to eat for Iftar. He said "Buttered Prawn" , but we did not proceed with that. He suddenly wanted to eat his kurma chicken. The corn soup was cooked by me, and it was really delicious! haha

This looks cheesy, but hahaha, he cook because he felt bad that I did his work.
                                                            So, i think that's cute. haha